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[07 Jun 2008|03:27pm] |
Almost time to go home for the hols! I can't wait. My parents are going to LOVE their presents and I can't wait to see what I got, either!
[PRIVATE TO ANTHONY]
I'm going to miss you a lot! We're going to have to get in even more time before we go just to make up for all the time and fun we'll miss while we're away, okay?
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[18 May 2008|12:02am] |
Yeah, yeah, heard it all before. Raven has no friends and is a loser, whatever! I mean, I have a couple friends AND a boyfriend and if any of those people were really my friends, they still would be. I think. Who needs fake friends? Not Melinda, that's who! Or not who. Whatever.
Anyway, in news that is actually news and not incredibly repetitive, my mum sent me up a box of sweets and, since I have far fewer friends now than I did the last time she sent a box up, there'll be much more to go around! Nice to be on the bright side, right?
You know, I'm really surprised I was nominated for Queen, being that I have no friends and everyone hates me. Maybe it's more that everyone pretends to hate me because it's the cool thing to do, but secretly they like me? Oh well! I like me, that's what matters. I do, after all, have great judgment.
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[10 May 2008|12:14am] |
Draw on my pictures, whatever, I don't care. But whoever is posting them, you should definitely keep that stupid shite to yourself in the future. If I don't care, no one else should, either. I'm so over all of this and everyone needs to find something more interesting to obsess over than my personal life. Thank you.
I can't believe that I still have an entire year to deal with even after all of this one is over. Hopefully a few people mature by then.
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[06 May 2008|09:55pm] |
I HATE ALMOST EVERYONE! YOU BETTER PRAY THAT I NEVER FIND OUT WHO DREW THOSE STUPID THINGS OR I SWEAR I'LL SHAVE ALL OF YOUR UGLY, LUMPY HEADS WHILE YOU SLEEP!
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[29 Apr 2008|10:12pm] |
Why does time have to go by so SLOWLY?! I mean, I've been ready for the ball for days and I really don't think I can wait much longer, especially not now that I've got the most amazing dress in the entire world! Lisa really is the best, who knows how she does it?
( PRIVATE TO ANTHONY )
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[28 Apr 2008|07:37am] |
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Phew.
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[27 Apr 2008|07:30am] |
I can easily think of seven things that I'd rather be doing than this STUPID Potions essay. Is it just me, or does he hand these sodding things out for his own personal amusement? Sadism, I think. Wouldn't be too far-fetched now, would it? Ugh. And am I making ANY progress? Of course not! I've still got an entire foot left and nothing to fill it with. Couldn't I just draw a bloody illustration? Do you think Snape likes mermaids? I mean, that's basically the only thing I know how to draw, besides stars and hearts and the like. I could always just scribble. Maybe he'd just think he needed a pair of spectacles, in that case. Hm.
My trunk needs to be straightened out quite badly, and I consider that to be far more important than anything Snape assigns. The clutter is driving me absolutely mad! Lisa, care to help me? I think you know I'll need it. Also, I have the feeling that I'll find a few of my missing shirts under my bed. If we have time, we could always go hunting under there, too. And you should let me do your hair tomorrow morning! Of course, that means you'll have to wake up way earlier than you usually do, so it's up to you.
[PRIVATE TO SELF]
I don't really understand what's going on, but I couldn't even BEGIN to explain how excited I am! So, last night, I met up with Anthony in the common room at an excessively late time. Good thing, too, because it was worth it. Really, really, REALLY worth it. I mean, besides the amazing snogging session, there was the fact that he's actually, you know, going to be my boyfriend come ball! He's just so amazing. Honestly, he was worth the wait all this time, what's another few days?
Keeping it from my parents won't be hard. It's not like they go to school with me, obviously, and it's not like I'm going to be daft enough to invite him over for the hols or anything. No one here, even Mandy and that lot, know enough to tell them, either. So it'll be fine. Right? Of course it'll be fine. No reason for it not to be.
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[PRIVATE TO LISA & SANDY]
I love how things keep on getting better!
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[23 Apr 2008|06:42pm] |
This is bloody ridiculous! There was NO shagging and as SOON as I figure out who the hell is writing this rubbish, my father will have your stupid ugly head on a spike, but only after I force feed you every single one of your FAT little fingers! And it isn't me writing those stupid letters to whoever the hell they're talking about, either!
[PRIVATE TO LISA]
I only told you and Sandy, Lisa! I swear, if it was you, I'll never speak to you EVER AGAIN!
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[PRIVATE TO SANDY]
I only told you and Lisa! You're my bleeding COUSIN, Sandy! If it was you, I'll NEVER EVER talk to you again, not even at family functions to make my mum happy! Everyone thinks I'm a slag and it's either your fault or hers!
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[PRIVATE TO RAVENCLAW SIXTH YEARS]
Hate me all you want, whatever, but if I were you, I would SERIOUSLY reconsider spreading stupid rumors!
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[PRIVATE TO ANTHONY]
I think I'm going to tear the hair out of the head of EVERY girl in Hogwarts, just to make sure whoever the hell wrote this gets what they deserve!
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[20 Apr 2008|11:30pm] |
YOU WILL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT HAP
[PRIVATE TO LISA, SANDY]
YOU WILL NEVER, EVER IN SEVEN THOUSAND YEARS BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!
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[PRIVATE TO SELF]
I don't think anyone recognized me. I don't think anyone recognized me. No one recognized me! They won't tell her, she's not going to find out. I didn't recognize them, they won't recognize me. It makes sense. It makes sense. It makes sens Oh, bugger!
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[PRIVATE TO ANTHONY]
That was Could you BELIE Maybe next time we'll That would've been really ace, minus the audience.
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[19 Apr 2008|08:53am] |
I'm not even going to talk about this right now Nice, really nice. Apparently, I've become the black sheep crow of Ravenclaw and a stupid trashy article had to be the one to tell me first because none of you have the bleeding BOLLOCKS to say the shite you're saying behind my back to my face! Honestly, are you KIDDING me? That was the FIRST question I asked myself, and then I put some thought into it, and realized that you've all been acting particularly odd lately. Odd, but not mean. Odd, but NOTHING to suggest that this is what really was going on! I honestly had no idea that the Ravenclaw House was regulating who I could or could not ask to the ball, and I honestly had no idea that because Padma mentioned asking Anthony, no one else was allowed to ask. Don't you understand how unfair that is?! I mean, I wanted to ask him before I saw that Padma wanted to, and so I was just supposed to pretend like I didn't just because she staked her bloody claim?
I don't even care. If any of you were ever really my friends, you would have told me that you were pissed. You would've asked me about or SOMETHING instead of going to some STUPID paper. I even said, "unless you've got anyone else in mind," JUST IN CASE, and he must not have. This is just stupid. Well, whatever! I'm resorting myself into the House of Melinda, where I highly doubt that anyone will be telling me what I can and cannot do! Merlin, had I ever known you all were so controlling, I don't think I would've talked to you in the first place. I'm not sure whether to be angrier at my obviously poor friend-picking skills or at you lot! You couldn't just TELL me? That article was completely unnecessary! We're in Ravenclaw, well, not me, but anyway, we're SUPPOSED to be smart, not childish, and THAT was a prime example of childish. Real friends don't run about being two-faced and pretending to still be friends with someone when they really aren't!
Anyway, I'm going to have a great time today. Don't even write anything to me unless it's friendly. And yeah, I can say that. If you have the right to be bossy, so do I. I never expected to be ostracized for following the rules and asking who I wanted to ask.
[PRIVATE TO ANTHONY]
Can you believe this! I'm really sorry that everything's being so crazy now. If you don't want to go through with Hogsmeade or the ball now, I guess I would understand. Honestly, I didn't mean for any of this to happen at all and I definitely didn't ask you just to hurt Padma or anything. If they were my friends at all, I would think they'd have known that. But yeah, it's up to you.
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[PRIVATE TO LISA]
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS! You didn't know this was going on, did you?!
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[PRIVATE TO SANDY]
This is ridiculous! I'm SO mad! Help me figure out who wrote that rubbish, alright? My dad will have her head on a plate!
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[18 Apr 2008|07:41pm] |
Hogsmeade is tomorrow! I'm going to have to make a list for myself. I mean, I need a TON of stuff. Honestly, I am SO incredibly unprepared, I don't know how I've made it this far this year. Candy, clothes, hair stuff, make up ... Merlin! I'm so far behind. And don't worry, Anthony! I'm a quick shopper. I usually just trust my instincts and take whatever looks good. Or, well, if that bothers you, we could always just meet up afterward or I can get this all done beforehand.
Anyone else feel tired? I feel like I could sleep for the next three months.
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[16 Apr 2008|09:10pm] |
Ugh. Alright, Lisa. We're going to have to wait until AFTER the Hogsmeade trip to scour for pretty hair. I was hoping to have my parents owl me a few magazines, but apparently they've got a lot on their plates and they simply don't have the time to go to the bloody store and grab hair magazines. Oh well. We could've used the ones I brought like I planned, but I definitely did a lot more scribbling than was really necessary. I don't really remember looking too closely, either, I was probably just tired. At any rate, Hogsmeade isn't very far off, anyway, and we can stand the wait, right? I still have to figure out a dress, too. Chances are, we probably won't need the inspiration to begin with. I've got ideas!
What's with all of the assignments today? Honestly! I don't think I've had quite as much to do at once as I did tonight. In fact, I'm surprised that I don't have a headache. Probably would've helped if I started a bit earlier, but I couldn't concentrate suppose that my head just wasn't in the right place.
[PRIVATE TO SELF]
I'm going to the ball with Anthony! And Hogsmeade! How brilliant is that?! What a sodding relief, too, I was almost worried for a moment there. Merlin, how DO they expect me to do school work when I've got something so much more important going on? They should just cancel school until this all settles in. IF it ever settles in. IF there's really anything to settle. I could be overreacting. Eh. Let's just assume that I'm not!
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[14 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
Well, then.
[HEXED TO LISA TURPIN]
I AM SO ANGRY!
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[HEXED TO MANDY BROCKLEHURST]
Are you serious?! Padma fancies Anthony?
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[11 Apr 2008|07:44am] |
Yesterday was nothing short of interesting, at the very least. I learned that Stephen Cornfoot is a great prat. Who would have thought, right?
I was thinking about the ball. The mystery date thing makes me sort of nervous. I mean, what if I'm stuck with Crabbe or Goyle or something? There's no way that I wouldn't know that it's one of those oafs, and I'll definitely be sure to find myself with a toe-stepping habit if it is! Ugh. I don't want to spend all this time picking out a dress for nothing! And, really, if no one can even tell who I am, what does it really matter how pretty my dress is? Or how great my hair looks? I think I'll just wear a potato sack and do nothing with my hair. Who cares?
( PRIVATE TO ANTHONY )
( PRIVATE TO LISA )
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[04 Apr 2008|05:36pm] |
I AM NOT IN A TOILET AND I AM NOT OVER-EXCITED! I HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING WELL LATELY, THANK YOU! AND WHO CARES ABOUT DAPHNE GREENGRASS AND ADRIAN PUCEY, ANYWAY? IT'S ALL I EVER HEAR ABOUT ANYMORE, MERLIN! LEAVE THEM ALONE AND SHUT UP! GO FALL IN A TOILET YOURSELF, YOU STUPID BINT!
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[12 Feb 2008|03:02pm] |
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Wow, I cannot wait to get back to Hogwarts. If I have to spend one more second with that little beast, I'm not quite sure what will happen! Ugh. Whatever could have possessed my parents to have another child is absolutely beyond me, you would think that having me would have satisfied them enough. The only explanation I can think of is that she was an accident, and if I'm not mistaken, there is such a thing as "adoption" that would have worked splendidly in that case. Or in any case. Could someone still adopt out a child if it's already five years old? I'm going to have to look into it. I hate her.
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